The Seven Last Sayings of Jesus Christ

O Lord!...I just wanna shout loud this.Shout to the Lord.
Leads me Lord~i won't want forsaken..I have sinned. You save me.
i LOVE YOU,Lord.
Anticipating the 2nd coming of Christ b.u.t afraid.WUSSSHHH...
Lord,i want to clear the task you given for me.I'm weak,You'll strengthen me:)

How are you?

There're nothing much i can written here.The DMS 1st semester going to the end soon,means that examination is just at the corner. IT is reaching!
Thanks God!Because all the way He bringing me. Until here,everything goes smooth. H.Father,you taught me lots.
What have YOU taught me?
1)our relationship among God is NOT depends on how well are your services.
2)You ask me to step out my COMFORT ZONE,which means from Church communities to the social.You shows me how people is? I met lots different 'patern' of people,I ensure there will be more in future.
3)You closed my past-service 'door'(mainly on teaching and leading worship). However,another 'door' will be opened soon. I have to get ready!
4)Must have a good time-management in HAVING QUIET-TIME WITH MY DEAREST GOD, STUDIES, FAMILY, FELLOW FRIENDS.
5)I learnt that spending time with fellow friends is very important because it's a way to spread out gospel. Building relationship is a vital point.
6)Do not restrict every matter in my own hand as it'll spoil God's will on me.
7)My daily life action and speaking are always better ways in spreading Jesus Name.
8)I had temporary cast "that matter" aside. Only Jesus knows what am i talking.
9)having good sleep at night leads energetic day ahead.
10)having a joyful-hearted because my family,freinds will be influenced. They will be happy too. God's joyce, hope, peace is tremendous powerful.
11) God's Word is injected in my life. Whenever i encounter bad or good things,His Word supporting me.
12) there're more and more...

In the nutshell,i want be calm in everything happened/happening/to be happened.
*** Keep my mind clean as God likes.
*** Keep my heart sensitive enable to sence God's concern.
*** Keep my ear to listening His Word.
*** Keep my mouth holy,always speak His glory.
*** Praise people with sincere heart.
*** Speak the truth.
*** Right-decisional making.

These are not easy to acomplish.Anyway I'll try it! He will help me.
I strengthened in Him! Don't give up!
God will open a door for me!

I'm HIS.

thanks God! You remind me today. I learnt!
I'm belong to God, not the world. A'men. It's all because You first love me.
Argh,i want walk on Your path. I DECIDED!!!God leads me.

i knew.

Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men"Colossians 3:23, NIV

this is the words really "shoot" deep my heart.Since I chosen Diploma in Management,I wonder is it the will from God on me?Yes,God given me this proverb.I believes whatever I am doing now are all for Lord.God can turn the wrong decision made to the right in Him.Just do it.

最痛的时候

This is the reason.I love You because You first love me.

so cute

I was fascinated by these children.haha

It's good.

I used this article for the scholarship application! My future plannings
感谢主！生命中如果只能说一句话，那就是“感谢主！”。在SPM的过程中，我学会了许多的功课。过程中，上帝让我靠着他百战百胜，越战越勇！虽然，最后正式成绩完全超出我的预料，在拿到的刹那间我感觉崩溃似乎甩到谷底。真的。我用了好几天的时间去修复自己。人的终点是神的开始。上帝粉碎了我又重建了我更得胜的生命。一路走到今天，我有数不尽的恩典。对于我的未来，我更加渴慕神能让我在世的日子里为神的国度做些事情。悦纳我成为基督精兵，是讨天父喜悦的。
在我１６岁那年我开始思考“生命”。我开始寻求神在我生命中的计划。在寻求的过程中，对我而言最重要的－家庭，竟起了突变。一开始，真让我措手不及。我赶紧寻求天父，忍不住向天父歇斯底里了。因着我的角色我必须快点站起来。刚强壮胆。我开始看见所谓的“人性”（humanity）。我喜欢看见人喜乐的生命，因为我也会很欣慰。我大大的学会了用心去聆听人的心声。学习去分析问题。同时，我更加清楚要去关怀他人也要坚固自己的生命。如何坚固？答案只有一个：捉住神的应许和话语。虽然，我不是个风趣和外向的人。但是，我希望我的“冷静”能是失落、惊慌的人的祝福。不知不觉对某一层面的人类产生了负担和好奇心，也下定决心要读“心理系”。
当我以为对儿童有负担时，却似乎是不确定的。祷告寻求答案，我问天父既然我对儿童有负担那为什么热诚却不在？。祷告的期间，生活中一直会出现有关“特别需要”儿童的讯息。上帝啊，难道是这些孩子？那时我心中是平安的，我想这就是答案了。或许神让我看见这些孩子，天父要我用基督的爱去爱他们。对我而言，这是非常挑战的一个看见。不管怎样，我只要尽心、尽意、尽力爱主我的上帝，并爱人如己。用我全心、顺服地去完成每一次的功课和任务。任何的结果都是天父的旨意。日子如何，力量也必如何。
目前，我将会在uni SIM就读《Diploma in Management Studies》是我从未想过会读的科系。其实，当初选择它是因为这是一个能够连接到《Bachelor in Psychology》的科系，而且只需要1年9个月的时间。能够顺利进到这间学府是从神而来很大很大的恩典。原因是我的成绩不好而且今年的报名人数是爆满的再加上我是外籍学生，竞争是如此强烈。但在神凡事都能，只要是神的旨意。完成Bachelor in Psychology后，我会寻求合神心意的工作为神争取更多的灵魂。我有一直向神祷告一件事，就是让我顶多读到Master in Theology就足够了，并且是进修神学。好让我在神的话语上稳固地扎根。到了这里，想必是时候正正式式地踏上事奉工场了。这是一条蒙福的道路，上帝是我的供应者。计划总是最美的，但愿神悦纳并成就他更了不起的计划，一切都是出于神。这是好的。:)

A girl with a seed (Part 1)

I'm here to write a story.This is a story related to a little girl with a seed!
The 'broken English' be shown: "ha ha" :D super 'paiseh'! (=_+)
Planting
Three years ago,there is a girl 'encounter' a seed in a unexpected hour. The girl treats the seed usual as she found others in her daily life. After a few days,the girl realises that the seed is so so so unusual with her.She had few opportunities to encounter the seed. It's really unusual.

Finally,she began to appreciate the seed so much so much. She keeps planting the seed in her farm. She had been fascinating by the unusual seed. She kept watering and planting.
The first two months,the seed seems like growing well. Everything seems so well.

Half year later,the plant begins to wilt. The girl was so desperate and anxious yet sh e still keep watering and planting. She did not give up but the plant seems to be like 'back to the beginning'. Becomes a seed. No green. Just a seed. She went to the gardener to seek for help. She wonder why? Why there is no developments to the seed? Something is wrong? The Gardener keeps silent. The girl still unknown with her curious. She continuously approach to the gardener everyday. She seems like get nothing from the Gardener. No answer. No hint.

She just kept approaching to the gardener everyday.Approximately 2 years later,she was tired. She begins cease approaching to gardener on this matter. In the other hand, the seed is still in her farm. The seed was sink deeper and deeper in her farm even though the seed do not have any development or growing up. After that, the girl really completely cease to solving it. She starts to busy with others business. She starts to develop her other businesses. She is extremely busy in her daily life. She tend to forget about the seed's story.

Three years later,she moves to another village. She shift all her belongings to the new village. Once she pack all the belongings. She felt something left. .... .... Finally,she found it. It is the seed. After the busy years,she has facing the seed. She brings the seed along to the new village. ... ...
Comes upon the new village she do not have her own farm anymore. The girl just simply 'put it' on a pot. Just a normal flower pot. One day,the girl saw the sunshine shine on the seed and a little rainy. There are air and water upon the seed. The girl is curious. In fact,in the heart of the girl is tremendously happy when she saw the seed been watering and planting. Because that is what she looking forward for so many years but she is so afraid that all this is just temporary and just like what had happened in the past. She do not wish to face.

Now,she approaches again to the Gardener. Yepii. The gardener got the reply for her. She hints her to wait with patient. Patient! ... ...

hello! :)

MY FELLOW FRIENDS ... WHAT DO YOU THINK FOR THE NEXT EPISODE? ME,THE AUTHOR UNKNOWN ALSO. LET'S LOOK FORWARD TO IT. WILL IT BE THE SAME AS SHE PLANT HER SEED AT THE FIRST? OR THERE IS A FANTASTIC ENDING FOR THE GIRL WITH THE SEED? WILL THE SEED GROWING UP? .... ...

A cold dialog

One day,I went to food junction.
I saw a female customer approach to the friuts stall auntie.Their dialog was began as below:

A customer:" one cup!"
The auntie said:"one cup what?"

haha It's a weird people I met and I laugh immediately.

Dislike.

In fact,there is one thing I always escape of.I don't wanna escape but I cant.
I think I really need to close my eyes on this topic.Every time I see XXX..I feel something strange and weird.It's like emotional. I know not much people will see my blog so I can feel free to write here.
XXX is enjoying a good life right now.Erm.Thanks Lord for that!
O God,what you want to do with it?What is your plan indeed? I'm curious on it.

QUESTION MARK???