A crucial point.

I dont want insisting of my own planning and goal! God has His fabulous plan on me.

I want to see You.
I want to hear You.

I want to serve for You.

I want to speak for You.

Bible is one of the way to...

I hear God today...

He hints me:

"Want to go Batam mission trip?

(little ignorance existed)

You know the language.Why dont you ues it?

You are able communicating with the people there,you know?

Did you(me)remember the scene you saw few years ago in Indonesia?

God already insert it in you."

So.. ? :)Yes,I think I know what to do.

my goal..thanks 耶稣基督!!我的主!!:)

Give thanks to the Holy one,Give thanks with a grateful heart..

wah,yesterday my friend e-mail about the school matter.If he didn't e-mail me,I definitely go and register SAS.After his advice,I was dicided not to go there.God is guided me ... He leads me through various 'pipeline'!To avoid the trap.woo~Life is fantastic with Lord.It's thrilled and fabulous ha.

Now,here's my latest planning:

18yrs old

now... Toefl test(confirmed) and car liscense(may be)

July 2009... Diploma of Menagement Studies (in Singapore Institute of Menagement-SIM)

*****after 15 months....*****

19years old

october 2010... working..

21 years old

2012... prepare myself (overseas-BA in psychology and MA in psy)

Half-study,Half working

28years old

2018... career prospect

**serve my Lord**

My Decision

the 1st day in April,this few days I really think a lot on my studies pathway.There's some apprehension to cope:

• Is it a worthy course for me to pick up?
• If yes,how can I go far in this field?
• Am I really know the reason I insisted to this course?
• Where is my finance resource?
• Is it the way which God wants me to go on?It's important to me rather than others.
• What's my family think about?
• Ultimately,in fact what I want to achieve?What is my goal?
• some trivial concerns existed...

By now,I think I should know how I gotta do.It's partially independence journey for me.At least,I knew my financial resource for specialist diploma. After specialist diploma,I'll go for work in order to save money.I think it will take about one year or one year plus.I guess.In the period of working,I'll go for part-time TOEFL. Once I got adequate funds,I want to go US continue my studies till MA.Yes!Half work,Half studies there.That's how I'll going on.Let's CHIONG for my brilliant future.Heavenly Father,I need you so much in my future.

What I had decided is all for you.If it's yours wills too...do let me go for it.You're in me.

18-19 yrs old - SPECIALIST DIPLOMA OF PSYCHOLOGY duration
20-21.5 yrs old - WORKING and TOEFL TEST
21.5-26 yrs old - work hard for BA and MA in united state
27 yrs old - my career prospect.

... MY LIFE IS IN YOU:) ...

将眼光放得更远.

There are uncountable soul yelling..which is God's concern.

Concern what God is concerned.

long journey..still a long long journey.
I want+need to go.

很期待每一天.虽然,或许将会是一个人.不再是两个人的背包.

Every defeat is a imprint of God's love.

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...SPECIMEN...

Everyone needs to settle the account itself with God in the future.

i'm upgraded in Christ.

我痊愈了.真的!

我相信在我的一生里是与众不同的. 怎么说呢?天父一再给我应许. 我想在这世代的少年人中有多少是迷失的. 有些少年人他们的努力往往都有自己想要达到的. 我呢?我努力过了..结果!是这样. 坦白说,我真的很不服气.为什么我的朋友们都得到了好的结果,而我呢? 却是比我先前的还要糟糕..彻底的糟投了.靠神的力量读书.我有啊!在预备考试的过程中,我也没忽略神的话语啊..当时,还觉得靠着神越战越勇.ULTIMATELY,却是这样的结果.
神的意念真的是高过我的意念. 我用了几天的时间去修复自己. 神啊!我知道祢爱我. 我也深知道祢要使用我. 因祢常在我的生命中给我明确的应许. 在教会,我的确学了很多祢的话语. 我想...家庭的功课祢让我学了!I learned. 如今,这的确是很崭新的一课.
今天的我,又被主大大的更新了. 虽然被陶造,被磨炼的过程是痛的.但,我深知我胜过了!完成了这个功课,不是我自己的能力而是爱我的耶稣基督加添我的力量.没有他..我相信我一定是属世的.(哈!废话.) 如果,神让我在学术上有很优越的作为.或许现在的我不知道会是怎样.可能,从人眼中是'善'. 但,在神的眼中却是'恶'的. 我要用我所经历的一切去祝福他人. 我学到了,自己计划好的'计划'并不是神的计划..就算看起来..似乎..好象是'对'的.
神要象在耶利米书一样拆毁,粉碎,重建.虽然,只是一件事情.但是,学到的却是好多好多呀!
哈哈哈哈哈...我真的好喜乐!刚强壮胆,不是说'要'就'有'的.要去经历,去体验..才拥有!在基督里的生命太过瘾了!!太刺激了!!

It's really thrilled!I'm loving it.

I wonder WHAT HOW WHY

为主来梦想

相片里儿时的模样

记录着年少的时光

曾经在你我的心中

要登上月亮

要飞越太平洋 啊

多年后 我们都成长告别了清涩和迷惘

曾经在你我的心中

编织的梦想是否已遗忘 哦

人生的理想是为主发光

拭去了泪水使我们更坚强

路依然漫长别失去了盼望

痛苦时记得有主在你身旁

为主来梦想 为主来发光

虽然有挫折 但我不用沮丧

主是我力量 主指引方向

我们的日子有梦想 有灿烂的阳光

哦 人生的理想是为主发光

拭去了泪水使我们更坚强

路依然漫长别失去了盼望

痛苦时记得有主在你身旁

为主来梦想 为主来发光

虽然有挫折 但我不用沮丧

主是我力量 主指引方向

我们的日子有梦想

有灿烂的阳光 为主来梦想

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the lyrics of <<为主来梦想>> entirely describing me. Haevenly father,I know you love me.You know my limit. But you're the ONE always make my life beyond. Beyond what I thought,what I expected.

Since my exam results released,I know in fact my life is unique in Christ. Eventhough that worst..I know HE has his fantastic plan on me.Cheer Up,jieling.This is just the starting point. Every results due to God's great plan.hoo~
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but I still need some times to recover myself with the strength of God and I'll be stronger.A-men

submitted my letter. Thanks God for everything!! yea,I'm fine.

No longer me but Christ in me

After secondary life,I though i can be relax and do whatever i want to. Especially I though I able to serve God in church with my whole period before my result release..yea,what had happened until today was not what I planned and expect. I experienced alots from the past few weeks..which from the 'social'!

the environment changed but does't change me.Instead, the vision and minded been influced.Definitely,change to be the better. What decision should I made?Should I drop my service in JB church?or just keep it?but..I'm really can't present every service. I want!I want!I appreciate!I want the position to serve my Lord.Sigh,I think it is better to discuss with my mentor.Yeah... ...Dont worry,I'm on the way!the way where God planned for me.

holiday

holiday yea it's a REAL holiday.Why am I saying like that?because no need to prepare for the up coming syllabus, I able ALL focus on church service haha it's simply wonderful.
25th December 2008 will be my spiritually birthday.I make a clear line with satan,I'm belongs to Jesus Christ hallelujah!whereas,the temptation will be greater too,Oops little worried about it.Anyway,I'm looking forward to my brand new life in Jesus Christ. No God,No me. Mother said I superstitious but I'm clear that I'm not superstitious , instead I really hope mom will understand the truth.May the holy spirit pour in mom let her know...let her understand.
Because by grace you have salvation through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is given by God:Not by works, so that no man may take glory to himself.Ephesians2:8-9 A-men.
When the holiday just started,I'm not get used of such a relaxing period..i don't know what to do right sudden shift from busy life to free.After two weeks now on,i learned to arrange and enjoy in such honeymoon.it's great..will addicted one haha
I'll attend for the car license class.It's essential to learn.May God bless everything go fluently.
Gorgeous Life!Holy life!God,I'll follow you~

God never closes one door,without open the other door.

My brother was back from his graduation trip. Well,seems like he has a great trip.
What's the funny? yy..my brother only 12year-old dare got wooer. Erm,the girl look nice.really. I'm so suprise while saw it. We have "sour" on him haha he show very paiseh hah
12am ++ now. I cant sleep...because i had two cup of white coffee just now which jiehao bought from Ipoh.Absolutely.The coffee was really nice and that very "effective" too Goodness!!
+=I want to sleep!!!
10days later will be my spm examination...panic?anxious? hah I'm gald that I'm not. Because i'm sure that God will leads me wherever He want me to. Well.In my mind now,next year I'll apply np for CPEE. Pray hard to God.I'm not so sure weater this is the right way that God wants me to go or not?
I'm really fond in "revelation"(bible) recently.Every time I read, I will feel the tremendous..indispensable..mighty of the power of God. Through Revelation..I got a thinking. "For what people work so hard? so doom?Get the earth glory and luxury.Is it worthy?till sacrifice their precious time with God."
we just a passenger wat haha. *The nations were angry;and your wrath has come.The time has come for judging the dead... ...-and for destroying those who destroy the earth*rev11:18
seven seven..a sensitive number always appear in rev. The seven Bowls of God's Warth! Wow.
It's amazing.God's judgement seems so near...I feel like to abort all the studies and just mission but in reality it'll not be. hehe
Yes,the last promise from God. In rev 22:20*He who testifies to these things says,"Yes,I am coming soon." Amen.Come,Lord Jesus.* Behold Behold Jieling you must behold and stauncher.Always remind myself. hah left a few chapter i'll be end to my first round study on revelation. Whole book ley but not just partially..so pround hha terima kasih Lord. It's Your mercy and grace for me.Hapiness^.
Mugging mugging.SPM!! After SPM I must use my every minute every second with useful and meaningful.God,can you plan it for me? hah I know you will. Well,I'm looking forward to it!
What is the prime key towards a successful and gorgeous life? Obedience to God. Yup,this is the only answer.

End of this year,i'll baptisms.I know,after baptize..the layer of protectivation will be peel. God want me to learn to be quality staunch but He will still with me forever. after baptize I have to more more alert in life because the temptation might bigger. Well,fight against it along the strength of God!
No sch No sch Just like to mugging at home. haha so as usual absent tomorrow.But tomorrow afternoon got accounts tuition.wahah must sleep more afterward..otherwise got no strength to tuition liao. hah the busy studies life will be temporary end soon. hah so happy with it! God never closes one door,without open the other door.